as the footsteps die out forever

Today is Valentine's Day. I really miss my cat Calico. She died last summer, and I never found her. A week later, I found out that my neighbor's landscapers found her in the bushes and threw her in the compost. It really sucked, that these retards find a pet with a collar and a tag, and decided to just throw her away. She was 15 years old, so I had lived the majority of my life with her. I just feel like I miss her right now, because she was always there for me. If I was sick, or just pissed off about something, she always would come and spend the night with me. I am just glad that I was able to say goodbye to her, the last night that I saw her. I wish she was here tonight.